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Nov. 5th, 2004 10:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alonewiththemoonWe have a routine. Medication in the morning, carnivore soup* three-four times a day. Now it is the end of the first day of our routine.
now is when I fall apart, because there is nothing left that I can do.
*carnivore soup is actually Oxbow Carnivore Care, a powder mix of meat, eggs, vitamins, fatty omega acids, etc.--all the things that are good for a carnivore that needs to keep its weight up and avoid carbs, which may have an accelerating effect on lymphoma. The package says it is for convalescing carnivores, which makes me think of somewhat moth-eaten toothless old lions sitting in rocking chairs with little lap robes, scarves tied around their necks, reminiscing about the antelope they used to chase. At least something about all this makes me smile a little. Pan likes it.
now is when I fall apart, because there is nothing left that I can do.
*carnivore soup is actually Oxbow Carnivore Care, a powder mix of meat, eggs, vitamins, fatty omega acids, etc.--all the things that are good for a carnivore that needs to keep its weight up and avoid carbs, which may have an accelerating effect on lymphoma. The package says it is for convalescing carnivores, which makes me think of somewhat moth-eaten toothless old lions sitting in rocking chairs with little lap robes, scarves tied around their necks, reminiscing about the antelope they used to chase. At least something about all this makes me smile a little. Pan likes it.
